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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I am so sad/angry/disapointed right now. I guess it shouldnt be a big deal that Cher can't come here.  She has a full scholarship to a significantly better school. I guess I'm just so sad that shes so sad and alot of it is my fault.  Back when she was looking at schools at first Auburn wasnt even on her list of schools.  She didnt want to go to a dumb rich kids school in a small town.  If i had never persisted and painted this glorified picture of Auburn in her mind I doubt that she would want to go here so badly.  Its just a sucky situation and I feel like I should be able to do something about it and I can't.  If only I hadn't shoved so much Auburn in her face for the past 3 years.  I have enjoyed my time at Auburn, but not more so that I think I would have somewhere else.  At home I felt like my friends understood me alot better and apreciated me more for me, where here I often find myself pretending.  Maybe the main reason I am so sad about her not coming her is because I welcomed having someone who understands me around.  I guess that I'm lucky that my sister turned out to be one of my favorite people ever.  I am sure she will be happy wherever she goes.  It will probably be better for her to go to a school that isnt so narrow minded anyways.   


Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Greetings all!! (eventhough no one reads this)

Well i've been back in O-town for 3 days now and its been boring but nice.  Me and Cher have caught up, I like knowing whats going on in her life and i've got to relax. Tomorrow I'm going to disney with Emily and the Carillos. I'm excited I still love disney!! Cher is actually going with 3 friends from school so hopefully we can meet up.  Thursday the fam goes to Miami for thanksgiving.  I really like visiting that side of the family because they have the same skick twisted humor that I do, I have a really wierd gene pool.  My aunt Sherly said that we could probably go on a duck tour and maybe even get to ride around on a short bus!!! It will be really funny.   For some reason i've been in a overly good and happy mood I like to call an exspazhappy mood for the past couple weeks...I LOVE LIFE, which isn't always the case for me. Kate even pointed it out to me.  I was sure I was going to slip into a deep depression because my mood always seems to even out.  Last wednesday I started to feel sad and stuff but then Cher told me her secret, shes going to Auburn!!!! and ive been really exspazhappy ever since, but shhhh she hasnt told the rents yet.  On a sadder note my sinuses are really acting up and i keep caughing up funky colored phlegm, I might have to retake advnaced math I've never gotten a D before, and I'm really getting fat I have an eating problem and i've been really bad about working out :(  But those are minor problems in comparison to how much I love life right now.  If anyone wants some extra happy come talk to me now, I have some to give and its bound to run out sometime but in the meantime, The Cloude loves all.

Hugs and kisses for everyone!!!!


Monday, November 14, 2005

Its amazing how much I want to write in here when my other alternatives are math proofs and sociology paper.  I hate writing that paper so much I did my laundry and cleaned my bathroom. Yuck.  Well I guess I will tell everyone why Tuesdays are now not the only bad driving days.  I was putting it off because I dont like to relive it. 

My daddy was nice enough to let me fly home to visit on one of his southwest frecuent flyer tickes.  I had a really nice visit with my family and bought some fun new clothing and acessories.  I was driving back to auburn, all smily and happy thinking about what a nice day it was and the new cute stuff I bought, when this car was murging at me.  My calm cool collected self panicked and i swirved to get out of the way, the car passed me OK, but I had lost control ov the vehicle and swirved back and forth between the side of the highway and traffic.  Finally i slammed into the side of the highway and richched off the side of the highway.  It was without a doubt the scariest experiance of my life.  What a time to have left my cell phone in auburn.  so I sat there in a daze and then some nice people who were on a mission trip to Bilouxy let me use their phone and called the police.  As soon as i stepped out of the car I started sobbong.  when the police came the nice people left.  He called a towing company for me even though I told him I wanted to use AAA. And had to pay the guy he called 55$ plus 200 AAA for towing me to Auburn.  My parents called mike and he came to meet me so I wouldn't have to ride with the tow truck driver.  I think I cried the whole day, I was really shaken up, which was a relly wierd feeling since im usually fairly stable.  Kate took me to last week to collect the things out of the car and collect the check for the parts.  I feel bad for totaling the car, even though my parents tell me not to worry about it.  I'm glad I didn't have the saturn then I would have felt really bad.  But  I was very lucky, God was looking out for me, if it had played out differently I could have died.  My mom made sure I got the St. Christopher's pin outbefore I sold it, I need to keep that thing with me.  The way the car looked I was very lucky I dodn't get hurt.  Also the way I was swirving I could have hit the cement thing head and I'm especially lucky there were no cars in my trajectory from side of the highway to the side of the road.  I'm so glad I didn't hurt someone else.  I was already really nervous in the car from all of my other accidents and now its 100 times worse.  It will be really scary the next time I have to drive on the innerstate. I think its funny people tell me theyre glad i'm not dead.  I mean, I know i'm not everyone's favorite person, but i hope most people wouldn't be glad if I was dead, geez. I know what they mean it just sounds funny. So, yeah, I have perminant automibile tramatization!


So I forgot 2 very important (its all relative) discoveries

12. Kate is even more wiered out by girl on girl things and less touchy than I am.  And its really funny!!!

13. Until this weekend me and Kate had never hugged.  We didn't hug because we discovered that, but because auburn made an amazing play to score a touchdown in the Georgia game.  Is it dykey is 2 girls only hug because of football? oh well

Thirteen is still a prime #!!!


Sunday, November 13, 2005

So yeah its been a while since I posted last...to say the least, but as they say its better late than never!!! In real life I try to tone down my dorkiness.  I guess you can consider this my dorky outlet. Ever since my encounter with the side of the highway I've been thinking about me, (most people who have close encounters with death think about others, not me). I figured I'd bless you readers with a list of things I've found out about me and my life these past few weeks. 

1. Tuesdays are not the only bad driving days

2. Football games that don't matter to the overall scheme of things are still really fun to win.

3. My guy friends were right, I really am a bitch, more of a funny one than a mean one so I guess that makes it sort of better

4. My boyfriends parents realy are nuts!!! Just as bad as my family, but in a different way

5. I miss out on more than I realize going ot school so far away from home.  I have yet to see my brother play a high school sport, and he does 3 of them.  I had to miss seeing Cher on the homecomming court, shes my little sister, I'm supposed to be there for that!!!

6. I am really going to miss Kate when she graduates.

8. I love my grandlittle!!

9. Just becauseyou're a math major doesn't mean you don't have to write rediculously long papers and do really big projects.

10.Tennis is fun and really entertaining if you don't know what you're doing

11. I'm really happy now and I don't know why.

Thats all for now, I thought i'd end on a prime number.  I'm such a nerd.  I'll try to update more often.

"Life is just a tire swing!!!" -Jimmy Buffett



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